Missing you even more. Due date would have been....

It is only days till the day I would have met you. Thoughts and tears I thought were going are back and even stronger then before. I miss you every day. I'm not sure how to handle the pain I feel inside. It has been so long I feel most have forgotten about you. I will never forget. My heart aches. I wish I could have held you for even a moment. Time has moved so fast yet it still feels like yesterday I found out that you existed. The best moment of my life. filled with joy and fear. I wish I had longer with you. To feel you grown inside me. To name you. I still wonder if I should. Would it be ok. Would it make the loss even harder. You are my angel baby. I love you and I will weep for you till the day I can meet you. Your mommy loves you.